Dear Diary.

I don’t know what I’m doing with my life. School starts again tomorrow, and I’m not even .1 percent prepared to deal with all that bullshit again. The media keeps flooding with news of people dying everyday, to the point where people don’t even feel shocked or appalled anymore, just a tad bit sympathetic, and even that for show most of the time.

I don’t know how to deal with most stuff. Finals are around the corner, I have to apply for colleges straight after and I have only one of them planned out and if I don’t get in, I’m going to have to apply someplace else I might not even want to go to, so at this point, I think it’d be safe to say that I’m a bit scared.

Hope it all works out.